What is Self-Awareness & Why is it Necessary?

Before delving into ‘self-awareness’ it is good to have an idea of what ‘self’ actually is and is not. This will help you to gain a rough idea of what you will…

Individual vs Shared Reality. Consciousness vs Dream.

I am tired of that feeling in the dreams where everything I do gets ‘sucked up’ into other peoples lives or they do their own thing with it, usually to the detriment of my plan/desire and the health of the things itself. (In last nights case, my brothers sudden desire to place my small aquarium fish in the huge pond leading to the feeding of the larger pond fish when I wanted to separate them out between my old and larger new aquarium).

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Dual Aspect Being – Prt 1

This is my own personal understanding of a Dual Aspect Being based on my awareness of state of being over the last 20 years.

I was at first mistaking it as being a ‘Twin Flame‘ yet as I went it was obvious that whilst similar, it was also different. Very different.

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Seeing Beyond the Fairground

This post is a follow on to An Introduction to Your Unique Journey. You don’t have to read it, though it might help to clear up any confusion here (or it will make it worse but such is one of many common factors on this journey. CONFUSION. You will get used to it.)

Think of this as a flyer one of those Fairground workers mentioned within has just handed to you. If you are lucky, one of them has gotten to you before you lost yourself once more.

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The Reoccurring Conundrum – Internal Conflict – To Be Or Not To Be

This has come around a few times for me. Should I be making this blog open to the public or should it be private?

I can see pro’s and con’s for both yet today it has hit me again.Part of me feels it should not be up for just anyone to read and immediately calls for me to hit the ‘private’ button before turning my attention to youtube. I went half way and hit the button for asking search engines to not list it. Yeah, maybe not THE best ‘cop out’ though, though its a half way point until I resolve this.

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The Depressing Dream World of a Partially Awakened 5d+ Winged God-Being in a 3D World

I can grow wings, fly, trans-locate, make things appear from thin air.

Sounds good eh?

Not really.

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Turning Point

This is probably the most important thing I have ever written so far. Last night before I slept I wrote something I had realised that day and it transformed on paper and became something profound that completely changed my perception of my life over the last decade and in that moment:

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My Higher Self is..Ascending?

I am writing this follow on as now, a day or so later it is starting to dawn on me just what has been going on!

After my energy working, later that day, I brought my Higher Self in to ground, root and balance with her. As this was happening I was visited suddenly by a jackal headed, extremely well built entity who I picked up as ‘Guardian’ who was returning. (more…)

Ohh.. ‘Highly Sensitive Person’?

Is this agoraphobia or am I a Highly Sensitive Person (HSP)? If I am HSP could this, through misunderstanding, have lead to anxiety and fear and created the phobia?

HSP is when you have an inherent high awareness of the external and internal. (NOT to be confused with any spiritual or metaphysical awareness). The over-stimulation leading to fear and anxiety, especially when you do not know what is going on and think something is wrong and your weak or not normal.

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Changing to Cruise Control in the Middle Lane

I have noticed it over the past few days though it only occurred to me yesterday that I was finally slipping out of my old system and patterns of the healing and self-development state. (more…)