Journal Posts
My own personal exploration of consciousness, spirituality and topics therein.
Twin Flame/Monadic Inevitability – A Perfect Paradox
I can feel me or him (Giggles I call him), or both ready, wanting, we can move forward. I want to do so also, I think it is regardless, which is good. Energy…
Healing the Illusion, Losing the Content
The 'illusion' from what I can tell, understand is the individual, separate nature of my current Being/Experience. Yes, my human-level nature is individual in the sense that it is a 'self-contained' system, though…
Individual vs Shared Reality. Consciousness vs Dream.
t is things that are apart of my life, by default, exist in others lives thus they take it over because my life is actually existing in/with/part of theirs. Hence I wanna 'get…
‘Add Title’
Good idea, though when people I havent seen for a while and ask me how I am and I say ‘same as’.. is that really true? Inside I have improved, a lot! That…
Tests and Trials – The Closing Chapter
This is the closing chapter of the test and trials I and We have been undergoing. We have been placed into the complete opposition of what we were hoping to move into and…
Consciousness, Reality and the Two
So really, as I see of me, is the same I see of him.. just his avatar in this reality of form. An indirect expression in a sense. T is what my Partner…
Me the Whole
Was just doing the daily tarot and when I asked ‘for me’ I realised that ‘me’ is actually only this Experience. Then the cards fell out. King of Coins , with a hidden…
A Word to the We
So a message about this: Have FAITH, belief, trust, what seems to be lacking, out in the cold, destitute, there will be a harvest of everything you appear to be lacking, it is…
What the Heart Remembers
Speaking to Loz I realised that my ‘knowing’ I should feel something.. is most likely coming from my memories/past of feeling this him/connection/feeling. Back then it was normal to feel it all, yet…
A Rising Sense of Hopelessness
As it sets in, your limbs start to feel heavy, like it is suddenly becoming a burden, this thing that no longer seems to serve any value. A sense of hopelessness starts to…
The Reoccurring Conundrum – Internal Conflict – To Be Or Not To Be
This has come around a few times for me. Should I be making this blog open to the public or should it be private? I can see pro's and con's for both yet…
The Depressing Dream World of a Partially Awakened 5d+ Winged God-Being in a 3D World
Trouble is.. living a 5D+ existence in a 3D world.. doesnt work.) (I have no actual linear memory, I am not confined to a single place in space, as it is a linear…
Turning Point
This is probably the most important thing I have ever written so far. Last night before I slept I wrote something I had realised that day and it transformed on paper and became…
End of Personal 7 Year Cycles. Triple Flames. Time for a Summary.
They say most things come about through a 7 year cycle, well two of mine just hit the 7th year. Does that mean they ended, or are beginning to end? So this is…
Jan-Feb 2018 – Full Steam Ahead
I finally let go of my connection that I felt could not take me as far as I desired and I was immediately connected to someone else. Someone else whom I have had…
My Higher Self is..Ascending?
What if.. I came here to separate from my higher/spiritual self, not to ascend and grown as a human, but to grow and ascend my spiritual form?
Ohh.. ‘Highly Sensitive Person’?
HSP is when you have an inherent high awareness of the external and internal. (NOT to be confused with any spiritual or metaphysical awareness). The over-stimulation leading to fear and anxiety, especially when…
My Understanding of Everything
'Everything is energy, energy is One. One space. One form.* There is no 'here and there'. It is all created from the perspective reality of that One, which is created by the .. 'consciousness/awareness'.…
All or Nothing
I have been doing a lot of work on my reality, my path. There has been so much progress and whilst I am thankful of that, I have still been 'plagued' by this…
Simplest Changes have the Biggest Impacts
'I am not the body' I just realised THIS is actually a bad way to see it as it separates your from the body you are in. It is a type of denial..…
Changing to Cruise Control in the Middle Lane
Having the drive, knowing and wanting to work on myself, healing, uncovering, understanding etc has been such a long stage that even when it was over, I was still going through the motions.…
What Awakens? What Ascends? I am the Center.
So what 'is' reborn? What is ascending? The 'human' or the spirit? Often it is referred to as the human that ascends, that spiritually grows, though does it? Or is it the rest/spirit…
Blog of Justice. Bringing Clarity to the Loss of Self and Twin.
This sort of sums it up really. My solo mission is to bring Justice to the loss and 'losing' element of going through a spiritual awakening and soul connection. Not just that but…
From Ruin to Restoration..
I decided it was about time I did some healing and transmuting writing, of which I have not done for a while. I decided a walk would be a good start so I…
‘Just One More Thing Left’
Ok.. this thought appeared in my mind one night. Though, what does it mean exactly? I had just finished dealing with something and was doing some final energy work to 'smooth' down the…
