Journal Posts
My own personal exploration of consciousness, spirituality and topics therein.
Twin Flame/Monadic Inevitability – A Perfect Paradox
I can feel me or him (Giggles I call him), or both ready, wanting, we can move forward. I want to do so also, I think it is regardless, which is good. Energy…
Healing the Illusion, Losing the Content
The 'illusion' from what I can tell, understand is the individual, separate nature of my current Being/Experience. Yes, my human-level nature is individual in the sense that it is a 'self-contained' system, though…
Individual vs Shared Reality. Consciousness vs Dream.
t is things that are apart of my life, by default, exist in others lives thus they take it over because my life is actually existing in/with/part of theirs. Hence I wanna 'get…
‘Add Title’
Good idea, though when people I havent seen for a while and ask me how I am and I say ‘same as’.. is that really true? Inside I have improved, a lot! That…
Tests and Trials – The Closing Chapter
This is the closing chapter of the test and trials I and We have been undergoing. We have been placed into the complete opposition of what we were hoping to move into and…
Consciousness, Reality and the Two
So really, as I see of me, is the same I see of him.. just his avatar in this reality of form. An indirect expression in a sense. T is what my Partner…
Me the Whole
Was just doing the daily tarot and when I asked ‘for me’ I realised that ‘me’ is actually only this Experience. Then the cards fell out. King of Coins , with a hidden…
A Word to the We
So a message about this: Have FAITH, belief, trust, what seems to be lacking, out in the cold, destitute, there will be a harvest of everything you appear to be lacking, it is…
What the Heart Remembers
Speaking to Loz I realised that my ‘knowing’ I should feel something.. is most likely coming from my memories/past of feeling this him/connection/feeling. Back then it was normal to feel it all, yet…
A Rising Sense of Hopelessness
As it sets in, your limbs start to feel heavy, like it is suddenly becoming a burden, this thing that no longer seems to serve any value. A sense of hopelessness starts to…
The Reoccurring Conundrum – Internal Conflict – To Be Or Not To Be
This has come around a few times for me. Should I be making this blog open to the public or should it be private? I can see pro's and con's for both yet…
The Depressing Dream World of a Partially Awakened 5d+ Winged God-Being in a 3D World
Trouble is.. living a 5D+ existence in a 3D world.. doesnt work.) (I have no actual linear memory, I am not confined to a single place in space, as it is a linear…
