Speaking to Loz I realised that my ‘knowing’ I should feel something.. is most likely coming from my memories/past of feeling this him/connection/feeling. Back then it was normal to feel it all, yet now, is not then. Thinking, feeling I SHOULD be feeling/aware of this is what is causing me this black hole where there appears to be something ‘missing’ which is giving me the pain and loss, loneliness and why I comfort myself!
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Unified Dual Aspect Being – Prt 3
As update on Unified Dual Aspect Being from my own understanding of what is going on for me as started in Dual Aspect Being, I have finally been able to connect how it follows on from Twin Flames, just like mentioned in my last article on the topic: Sacred Heart.
The link article above was the closest I have come and yesterday I found an article regarding those who are Twin Flames, within one human body.. sounds familiar!
(more…)Dual Aspect Being – Prt 1
This is my own personal understanding of a Dual Aspect Being based on my awareness of state of being over the last 20 years.
I was at first mistaking it as being a ‘Twin Flame‘ yet as I went it was obvious that whilst similar, it was also different. Very different.
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Ascension & Awakening .. Alternative Concepts?
Is there such a thing? Of course there is!
‘Ascension’, ‘awakening’ are all concepts and ideas of what is happening and anyone who read this sites mission statement will understand where this post is coming from.
I am all about giving the best, most up to date and closest matching concepts and understandings based on my own time and experience. This is very much one of those posts.
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A Rising Sense of Hopelessness
As it sets in, your limbs start to feel heavy, like it is suddenly becoming a burden, this thing that no longer seems to serve any value. A sense of hopelessness starts to set in as an inward sigh of resignation sounds.
You know there is no point in doing it yet again, yet what else is there? There is a sense of duty, that even though you know its pointless, its what you need/should/have to do…. or even ‘might as well, its not like there is anything else’.
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Seeing Beyond the Fairground
This post is a follow on to An Introduction to Your Unique Journey. You don’t have to read it, though it might help to clear up any confusion here (or it will make it worse but such is one of many common factors on this journey. CONFUSION. You will get used to it.)
Think of this as a flyer one of those Fairground workers mentioned within has just handed to you. If you are lucky, one of them has gotten to you before you lost yourself once more.
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An Introduction to ‘You’ – The Self-Experience. What is Ego?
This is one of the common initial questions you ask yourself or your are asked to ask yourself ‘What is Ego’.. However, they do not say that the importance here is in asking the question and opening to it, not answering it. The answer will never be anything you think, know or believe.
(more…)Jan-Feb 2018 – Full Steam Ahead
Ever since Jan 2-3rd rolled around everything went haywire and thankfully, in a good way!
I finally let go of my connection that I felt could not take me as far as I desired and I was immediately connected to someone else. Someone else whom I have had a spiritual visit from previously years ago which I never (at the time) suspected he may be a connection. (more…)
All or Nothing
I have been doing a lot of work on my reality, my path. There has been so much progress and whilst I am thankful of that, I have still been ‘plagued’ by this constant ‘issue’
Now I realise isn’t an issue per say, but an inability to function due to being overwhelmed by something. I say ‘something’ as I believe this is my 8 swords, being blinded, unable to see. (more…)
