Founder Twin Flame Pair in a Group Soul – Part 12

This is all my personal experience, based on nearly 3 decades of my own growth and progression of my group soul and Twin Flame and how it ties into a personal spiritual awakening and ascension Journey. This article is a work in progress of 13D- 15D Founder and Rishi Ascension.

As this is a series it may be easier to understand how I arrived here by reading the previous parts first, starting with :

The amount of roundabout and saw-seeing going on over the past year has been insane.

Back and forward from the commonly known twin flame soul set up to a group, collective consciousness of many. Both seemed to be and yet I could never seem to fit the framework into one in my awareness. Which was it?! Complete 2 of pentacle moment.

No matter what, I would go from one to another. Or it would flit between them in my awareness as I jumped up and down between my own consciousness divide between the Avatar (singular independent point consciousness) and the Founder (Rishi Collective) dimensions. I just couldn’t ‘see’ how the higher Founder/Rishi collective fit for me personally. Or I should say, how I fit into it.

I already knew I was a Founder many years ago. I had heard it in my mind, being told ‘we were’ long before I came across the word in a spiritual context, which even then, is so rarely mentioned. I have only found it in one book and two websites!

Not having this pre-made understanding easily available on line is why it has taken me so long and why it has been so hard.

For my, or should I say ‘rest’ of my collective incarnations, I have already witnessed them merge back into a collective consciousness from their independent incarnation point of consciousness’. I can see, in and of them, what this is all about, yet I just couldn’t see to perceive myself there.

I was trying to align both, the existence of both as I jostled internally. Trying sort out the conflict of both exiting at once, yet separately.

I had thought, we were a monadic family. All belonging to the same Monad and my twin flame was my pairing within that family. This made sense.. yet it just didn’t align. At least not for many years now.

I, sat here on the other side of the world, these consciousness of these people merge wondering ‘How could I not be part of this, if I am here watching it happen?’. I had seen this internally in a download when I was in my mid to late teens over 20 years ago. Here it is all happening now. How could all this happen.. and it NOT be related to me?

As in the download, I was guiding these back to their Collective wholeness. In doing so I awakened to the fact I was part of such a Collective. Here I was in this life, having the exact same experience.

I realised, recently, that my problem was the conflict created between the ‘twins of one soul’, we are a monad’ and ‘collective group soul’. That and the fact the higher perspective was hidden whilst I dealt with the final components of my internal divine Fem and Masc work with my twin within that group.

Basically I had to finish my work with my Twin, ascend myself up through the Avatar levels to reach the above to start to even grasp the Collective situation.

The ‘two twin flames’ have all been the past. Stages I have already worked through and passed. The monad were also parts of the past of this connection and journey. All things that had happen in the past, when I was aware of them. My ‘downloads’ and ‘soul memories’ were in fact all that was happening in that moment. All whilst I have been living this life. Thus they all still exist squished into this life, this me, all parts and aspects of me.

That was the whole framework I couldn’t see. It was past lives, it was all happening in this one life. All existing NOW. The heart and love as the state of existence with the Twin, the polarity of that divine mas and feminine, existing and loving within the collective consciousness of the energetic sound and light beings of the Founders whom are all of the existence as a whole. Those sound and light fields that would be blasted into my head during the nights in my early teens. Light and sound so loud, straight into my brain that I would scream out in the etheric projections I would find myself in several times a week.

I understand the Collective Consciousness now. I can look back and see where it was shown. I can see how I am housing three of them currently and have been for a long while. I understand why I always ‘knew’ I was not meant to be alone. There were meant to be others.

I can also understand how there can be many other incarnations. That are all ‘Him’ – the Divine Masculine (due to polarity in these incarnations) as we are not limited to the ‘two incarnation’ of 5D ‘split’ twin flames.

I realised just then, why we are incarnated as we are. To do their job there has to be many of Him. I am where I am, other side of the world to ground us through the earth. They travel to plot many gridwork points around the earth.

I remain stationary as a grounding, stable fixed point.

When I join the Collective, the ‘twin connection’ will merge and become the polarity of the Collective whole.