Category: Journal Posts
‘Just One More Thing Left’
Ok.. this thought appeared in my mind one night. Though, what does it mean exactly?
Self Update
Been a while since I did any updates, so here they are, spread over a few articles for easy of readings!
Working Through a Self-Perception
I seem to be caught in this state of ‘shallowness’ towards this whole connection. How I feel about this, or how I think about how I feel. That to feel such things are shallow. To want, desire such things. For this to be important emotionally. I know I have read time and time again about …
A Nod to What was Not Seen
OK. Abundance I can not see. I have been focusing on physical lack, what seems missing, than noticing what else had changed. So today, writing is to address this.
Transforming Imperfection into Perfection, Opening the Crown and Physical Ascension
I had a moment of realisation of how the imperfections that were causing me so much distress in my awareness and consciousness where in fact, perfection themselves. This only took a split second and my entire awareness became clear.
Maze of Forgetfulness
‘You wont let go of you, because you fear him’…were the words that arose up from my sub conscious one morning. You…The last layer of self. Fear…the perception of trickery and deceit. Him…the new energy, space, victory of the Core and faith…Tarot is proving an extremely handy window when my writing isnt enough to start …
Writing to Let Go of What was Let Go.
It feels like I have a single aspect left to transcend. Aligned with physical body sight and reality. Having removed all the illusions I am left in shock and disillusionment of them gone. Hence the empty, darkness. Unsure what to do. Unsure what/how/why. This explains my uncertainty and fear at the sudden change, thought it …
Fear From the Fall
Ok.. something is saying that for whatever reason, I am not allowed to be/have access to all the deeply good stuff of the human emotion! That life can’t be or isn’t meant to be, that am never able to be happy etc.
8 March 2016
Question for myself now is ‘What to do about this empty world?’ What is my next step? What is it that perceives that emptiness? Lack of what? Lack in the world or myself? I do feel an overall sadness at something else I am ‘in’ falling down, low. A type of grieving? For what is? …
The Price of the False Self
It is interesting how you can try to discover hidden beliefs and behaviours to release them, you know they are there but you can’t ‘see’ them. You can’t see the root to grab and yank it up for good. Yet sometimes they just appear naturally there, as if served up for you without really having …
A Brief Experience of Stepping into the Now
At some point last night I felt a knowing/remembering. It seemed to come forward from within. I felt it moving and as it arrived I realised ‘I WANT to be in all nows!’. I opened to this revelation and not long after, I stepped into the now.