Ok.. this thought appeared in my mind one night. Though, what does it mean exactly?
Working Through a Self-Perception
I seem to be caught in this state of ‘shallowness’ towards this whole connection. How I feel about this, or how I think about how I feel. That to feel such things are shallow. To want, desire such things. For this to be important emotionally. I know I have read time and time again about shallow feelings in connections. The desire and want, as things best moved away from and being ‘lesser’ in some way. (more…)
Maze of Forgetfulness
‘You wont let go of you, because you fear him’…were the words that arose up from my sub conscious one morning. You…The last layer of self. Fear…the perception of trickery and deceit. Him…the new energy, space, victory of the Core and faith…Tarot is proving an extremely handy window when my writing isnt enough to start the journey into such arising. (more…)
Writing to Let Go of What was Let Go.
It feels like I have a single aspect left to transcend. Aligned with physical body sight and reality. Having removed all the illusions I am left in shock and disillusionment of them…
Read More8 March 2016
Question for myself now is ‘What to do about this empty world?’ What is my next step? What is it that perceives that emptiness? Lack of what? Lack in the world or…
Read MoreThe Price of the False Self
It is interesting how you can try to discover hidden beliefs and behaviours to release them, you know they are there but you can’t ‘see’ them. You can’t see the root to grab and yank it up for good.
Yet sometimes they just appear naturally there, as if served up for you without really having to try, just by allowing yourself to run the course. (more…)
