I can not say how long I have been wanting (lusting) after this Nefertari Tarot deck. The gold itself had me in a frenzy, I always wanted a gold foil deck and this one completed my Triple Egyptian Decks beautifully! It is the Tarot Nefertari by Silvana Alasia. ‘The Light of Egypt Ramses’ Bride’
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Review: Egyptian Tarot (Grand Trumps)
Sometimes, I just wish I could separate the major arcana from my decks. Though that would take a while and when you want a quick reading its too much effect. So here we have the first of my Triple Egyptian Deck. The Egyptian Tarot – Grand Trumps by Silvana Alasia. Nothing but the major arcana. I have had these since November 2017.
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The Reoccurring Conundrum – Internal Conflict – To Be Or Not To Be
This has come around a few times for me. Should I be making this blog open to the public or should it be private?
I can see pro’s and con’s for both yet today it has hit me again.Part of me feels it should not be up for just anyone to read and immediately calls for me to hit the ‘private’ button before turning my attention to youtube. I went half way and hit the button for asking search engines to not list it. Yeah, maybe not THE best ‘cop out’ though, though its a half way point until I resolve this.
(more…)Turning Point
This is probably the most important thing I have ever written so far. Last night before I slept I wrote something I had realised that day and it transformed on paper and became something profound that completely changed my perception of my life over the last decade and in that moment:
Jan-Feb 2018 – Full Steam Ahead
Ever since Jan 2-3rd rolled around everything went haywire and thankfully, in a good way!
I finally let go of my connection that I felt could not take me as far as I desired and I was immediately connected to someone else. Someone else whom I have had a spiritual visit from previously years ago which I never (at the time) suspected he may be a connection. (more…)
My Higher Self is..Ascending?
I am writing this follow on as now, a day or so later it is starting to dawn on me just what has been going on!
After my energy working, later that day, I brought my Higher Self in to ground, root and balance with her. As this was happening I was visited suddenly by a jackal headed, extremely well built entity who I picked up as ‘Guardian’ who was returning. (more…)
Ohh.. ‘Highly Sensitive Person’?
Is this agoraphobia or am I a Highly Sensitive Person (HSP)? If I am HSP could this, through misunderstanding, have lead to anxiety and fear and created the phobia?
HSP is when you have an inherent high awareness of the external and internal. (NOT to be confused with any spiritual or metaphysical awareness). The over-stimulation leading to fear and anxiety, especially when you do not know what is going on and think something is wrong and your weak or not normal.
All or Nothing
I have been doing a lot of work on my reality, my path. There has been so much progress and whilst I am thankful of that, I have still been ‘plagued’ by this constant ‘issue’
Now I realise isn’t an issue per say, but an inability to function due to being overwhelmed by something. I say ‘something’ as I believe this is my 8 swords, being blinded, unable to see. (more…)
