OK. Abundance I can not see. I have been focusing on physical lack, what seems missing, than noticing what else had changed.
So today, writing is to address this.
Maze of Forgetfulness
‘You wont let go of you, because you fear him’…were the words that arose up from my sub conscious one morning. You…The last layer of self. Fear…the perception of trickery and deceit. Him…the new energy, space, victory of the Core and faith…Tarot is proving an extremely handy window when my writing isnt enough to start the journey into such arising. (more…)
The I No Longer Exists
(This article ‘I no longer exists’ is infact a continuation of thought stream from the previous article)…
I am aware of what I perceive. Though that includes such as emotion and thought as part of the reality. I have been in other realities that have thought and emotion also though. So they do not solely exist in this reality, plane alone.
Maybe ‘physical’ emotion is that difference? Some emotion I feel is no longer physical but expressed differently or through a chakra as energy.
Breaking it Down
Me = Self/personality I = Individual awareness/consciousness ?
There is something about this ‘I’ that I am unsure of. It doesnt feel right. The sense of ‘I’.
(more…)Withdrawing Physical Reality Tethers
Realised last night that my insecurity was simply due to the fact I had realised and removed the basis and stable foundation to which I saw as a root of myself and life. A very physical attachment of security and ‘need’ for existence. Removing them = insecure. Mental attachment to physical and external ‘things’ in life that I believe kept me safe and that I needed. (more…)
Becoming the Rainbow
Its dawning on me how I separate ‘here’ (the physical), the astral and what I consider ‘spiritual’ occurrences and the process of ascension.
I seem to keep looking ‘here’ for the results of the process that I perceive in the astral. Though what if what happens in the astral IS my spiritual/ascension results and growth? (more…)
Higher Self, Self, I, Human. Letting go Ownership of Ascension
Me, myself and I.
I feel that state and energy around me today. The shuffling of being uncomfortable suddenly and needing to slightly re-adjust something. Like too tight jeans that are pinching.
This is following a feeling of searching a quick talk with my tarot and I realised that all my ‘work’ was never for me, the Self. I was made to be/do the work. You could even say ‘is’ the work. Either way, I accept it may never do anything for me, or have been for me to start with.
(more…)Awakening is About Being Aware, Not Remembering
I have often gone ahead with the common beliefs that to awaken to oneself is to remember. Yet I can safely say that remembering has nothing to do with it.
I have spent the last 5 years with the remembering concept in mind, meditating, intending to open and remember my true self, my divine self.
Well… that was wrong! (more…)
