Ok.. something is saying that for whatever reason, I am not allowed to be/have access to all the deeply good stuff of the human emotion! That life can’t be or isn’t meant to be, that am never able to be happy etc.
8 March 2016
Question for myself now is ‘What to do about this empty world?’ What is my next step? What is it that perceives that emptiness? Lack of what? Lack in the world or…
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Faery Wicca Tarot Deck Review
Faery Wicca Tarot was my first tarot deck that was bought as a gift when my brother went to the US for work. I have to admit, I wasnt nearly ready for this deck. I was far to inexperienced. Over 5 years later it is my current tarot deck since I retired my best deck in hopes this would bring new energy and messages.
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The Price of the False Self
It is interesting how you can try to discover hidden beliefs and behaviours to release them, you know they are there but you can’t ‘see’ them. You can’t see the root to grab and yank it up for good.
Yet sometimes they just appear naturally there, as if served up for you without really having to try, just by allowing yourself to run the course. (more…)
Becoming the Rainbow
Its dawning on me how I separate ‘here’ (the physical), the astral and what I consider ‘spiritual’ occurrences and the process of ascension.
I seem to keep looking ‘here’ for the results of the process that I perceive in the astral. Though what if what happens in the astral IS my spiritual/ascension results and growth? (more…)
Higher Self, Self, I, Human. Letting go Ownership of Ascension
Me, myself and I.
I feel that state and energy around me today. The shuffling of being uncomfortable suddenly and needing to slightly re-adjust something. Like too tight jeans that are pinching.
This is following a feeling of searching a quick talk with my tarot and I realised that all my ‘work’ was never for me, the Self. I was made to be/do the work. You could even say ‘is’ the work. Either way, I accept it may never do anything for me, or have been for me to start with.
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