I had a moment of realisation of how the imperfections that were causing me so much distress in my awareness and consciousness where in fact, perfection themselves. This only took a split second and my entire awareness became clear. (more…)
Maze of Forgetfulness
‘You wont let go of you, because you fear him’…were the words that arose up from my sub conscious one morning. You…The last layer of self. Fear…the perception of trickery and deceit. Him…the new energy, space, victory of the Core and faith…Tarot is proving an extremely handy window when my writing isnt enough to start the journey into such arising. (more…)
8 March 2016
Question for myself now is ‘What to do about this empty world?’ What is my next step? What is it that perceives that emptiness? Lack of what? Lack in the world or…
Read MoreThe Price of the False Self
It is interesting how you can try to discover hidden beliefs and behaviours to release them, you know they are there but you can’t ‘see’ them. You can’t see the root to grab and yank it up for good.
Yet sometimes they just appear naturally there, as if served up for you without really having to try, just by allowing yourself to run the course. (more…)
The I No Longer Exists
(This article ‘I no longer exists’ is infact a continuation of thought stream from the previous article)…
I am aware of what I perceive. Though that includes such as emotion and thought as part of the reality. I have been in other realities that have thought and emotion also though. So they do not solely exist in this reality, plane alone.
Maybe ‘physical’ emotion is that difference? Some emotion I feel is no longer physical but expressed differently or through a chakra as energy.
Breaking it Down
Me = Self/personality I = Individual awareness/consciousness ?
There is something about this ‘I’ that I am unsure of. It doesnt feel right. The sense of ‘I’.
(more…)Higher Self, Self, I, Human. Letting go Ownership of Ascension
Me, myself and I.
I feel that state and energy around me today. The shuffling of being uncomfortable suddenly and needing to slightly re-adjust something. Like too tight jeans that are pinching.
This is following a feeling of searching a quick talk with my tarot and I realised that all my ‘work’ was never for me, the Self. I was made to be/do the work. You could even say ‘is’ the work. Either way, I accept it may never do anything for me, or have been for me to start with.
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