Ever since Jan 2-3rd rolled around everything went haywire and thankfully, in a good way!
I finally let go of my connection that I felt could not take me as far as I desired and I was immediately connected to someone else. Someone else whom I have had a spiritual visit from previously years ago which I never (at the time) suspected he may be a connection.
It was immediate (for me a few days is immediate). Constantly through out the day for 2 weeks I would have his presence in my mind appear and be sat with me (literally in my space) even when I wasn’t doing much of anything. I could FEEL this was different.. the energy, his energy the connection it all was so different then before. I could feel that this could carry me forward where the previous couldn’t. Where I had previously felt an inability.. now there was just openness.
All this had ceased with my previous connection for over a year. It truly felt that it would never be brought into the physical, I could feel it, as a block in him, not just a block, he was simply incapable. The feeling was one that made me pulled a face.. it just wasn’t going to happen. Something didn’t feel right. He wasn’t able to take it that far. His energy wasn’t able to bring this up and through, so we stagnated until I was finally able to realise this.
Just before I was ‘offered’ a new connection, (my guidance is always polite and asks first, if I wish to continue, if I would like to work with someone new etc), I had actually had a new experience of feeling that I was in this mans body. Even though I looked down and saw this female body, my senses screamed it was his. I guess it was his etheric body (which is basically a duplicate of the physical). Like when you are in VR and look down and see a totally different body for the first time? Felt just like that.
Of course I didn’t think as to ‘why’ this had happened. I just enjoyed the experience. Though in hindsight it makes sense now. Also eludes to the fact this isn’t really a ‘new’ connection.
From there, all through January to now (3rd week of February) it has been non stop realisations, breakthroughs, knowledge, intuition, learning, understanding. Everyday, several times a day. I was realising just what was going on, why, what the desire was and how we (as a multiple being) was functioning and set out.
I guess you could say it has been a mass mental and etheric upgrading. Which, is one aspect of bring this all into the physical.
